absurdity

Actually I've lot of things to do. But I'm not in the mood to complete all my tasks. So here I am...

Oh, sorry for not accosting you at first, folks! I just confused how to begin my story..

I just read my friend's blog. Her blog reminds me that she is an amazing girl. I used to admire people around me with many potentials. This girl is one of kind. She is good in designing, writing, speaking in english, debating, and playing music. She has a beautiful heart and mind. So it's okay if I say she is LOVEABLE.

The last 3 days I spent most of my time thinking bout 'talent'. I turn 18th soon and what I've done in my 17 years of my life?

Nothing?
Oh, no.
Something unoptimal
am I too spoiled with my self?
should I push harder?
uh, ...

My self discipline decreases. Facing the dilemma between health (enough sleep) and work hard till night.

ah, okay. I am going to finish my preproposal now!